Took my LLQP provincial exam last week for me to move on with my career.. sadly so I missed it by a point!!! arghhhhh you know how frustrating that could be? not only do you have to study again but you have to $$pay again…, not gonna lie.. i was so upset that day.. In my head em like, why did i fail By “A POINT,” WHy??! I passed the first and second level.. why now?! (everything just seems to be slow) after getting the results.. i just totally gave up studying.. I went out the whole day even when i knew i had to take it again right away. just felt like not doing anything for 3 straight days. I just want to forget everything. i felt like i wasted so much time studying for nothing…BUt in my head.. i knew… yeh yeh.. i had to accept the fact that Life is not perfect..But i guess i just needed to see that visibly!
The moment i opened my Bible
John 6:67 it says: “YOu do not want to leave too do you?”
That really hit me! sometimes we give up because the life that we pictured doesn’t go as planned even when we tried so hard. The verse explains that,
In this life there will always be “Bad News” no matter were we live… BUT in those bad times, he promised to take care of us and help us live a “NO FEAR” Life with Him.
I guess i forgot bout that..because, bragging aside, I rarely fail.. i guess. ( All By God’s grace). but God prolly tested me, that whatever comes may way be it good or bad, would i still trust Him, would i still do the right thing, would i still stay?.. in my heart„ i knw i would. i guess, we just need a lil reminder and encouragement most of the times)
I took the exam again last friday! with my fingers Crossed.. nd a pleading heart LOL. I checked it today and THank you God. iPASSED! THANK YOU ALSO FOR TEACHING ME A LESSON and for reminding me that instead of focusing on the hindrance I have to look at all the blessing you’ve given me and how you brought me through. <3
We’re together again. LOL!
it’s been a while since we all bonded! Happy times!
Women versus the “Big Boys”. =P